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July 8th, 2005

08:32 pm: hey there
wow! i dont even remember the last time i updated! i think i was still in school! meh... oh well. i dont really have much to write about other than I HATE DR.'S! the end!
love bailey

Current Mood: calm
Current Music: let me go: 3 doors down

May 19th, 2005

09:28 pm: sry
ok. so...its been a while. like, 3 months. yeah. lots happened. umm... nothing incredibly awsome. so lifes little details. still single. yeah. that anout sums it up. lol that ( btw) is the "what ever" face. that is me at the moment. i find my-self to be... feeling -less. if that makes sense. its sad kinda. then again, i suppose it could be worse, couldnt it? i could be depressed. at least im not that. in case u cant tell, im over tired. (note the lack of feeling) i like boys. just a side note to any of u reading this. i realy REALY like boys. ok. umm...the end. song of the moment time. the first is amusing and the second it the BEST sex song ever!

Erection: the faint

It's a scene from the movie.
It's an isle at the store.
It's the view of a canyon.
The sound of a sword.

It's an orchard peaches.
Your wife in the shower.
While you wait for appointments.
Or as you walk through the park.

Oh. uh oh. Erection.

You know it's not only love dear.
That can flip the switch up.
You know it probably should be.
Maybe god fucked it up.

Oh uh oh. Erection.

It boiled up like a tower.
A monument in the park.
It's the cock of a rifle.
A memory in the dark.

You tried to keep it a secret.
But now the world's gonna know.
You tried for perfection.

But then oh uh oh. erection.
oh uh oh. erection.



"Sic Transit Gloria...Glory Fades"
brand new:


Keep the noise low.
She doesn't wanna blow it.
Shaking head to toe
while your left hand does "the show me around."
Quickens your heartbeat.
It beats me straight into the ground.

You don't recover from a night like this.
A victim, still lying in bed, completely motionless.
A hand moves in the dark to a zipper.
Hear a boy bracing tight against sheets
barely whisper, "This is so messed up."

Upon arrival the guests had all stared.
Dripping wet and clearly depressed,
he'd headed straight for the stairs.
No longer cool, but a boy in a stitch,
unprepared for a life full of lies and failing relationships.

(Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.)

He keeps his hands low.
He doesn't wanna blow it.
He's wet from head to toe and
his eyes give her the up and the down.
His stomach turns and he thinks of throwing up.
But the body on the bed beckons forward
and he starts growing up.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe
you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed
but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

She hits the lights.
This doesn't seem quite fair.
Despite everything he learned from his friends,
he doesn't feel so prepared.
She's breathing quiet and smooth.
He's gasping for air.
"This is the first and last time," he says.
She fakes a smile and presses her hips into his.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He's holding back from telling her
exactly what it really feels like.

He is the lamb, she is the slaughter.
She's moving way too fast and all he wanted was to hold her.
Nothing that he tells her is really having an effect.
He whispers that he loves her,
but she's probably only looking for...

(Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.)

So much more than he could ever give.
A life free of lies and a meaningful relationship.
He keeps his hands pinned down at his sides.
He waits for it to end
and for the aching in his guts to subside.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe
you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed
but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

Up the stairs: the station where
the act becomes the art of growing up.

The fever, the focus.
The reasons that I had to believe
you weren't too hard to sell.
Die young and save yourself.
The tickle, the taste of...
It used to be the reason I breathed
but now it's choking me up.
Die young and save yourself.

April 2nd, 2005

09:33 am: men
I’m sending this letter out as a warning to all girls out there. The other day I was in an elevator in a hospital, and in come these two guys. They keep smiling at me and trying to pick me up. It was disgusting! I couldn’t believe it. They were such smug ass holes! Anyway, I got a link to a picture of them from the police below so you can all be on guard. Watch out for these two! Honestly! Some guys just think that they are Gods gift to women!






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March 9th, 2005

04:06 pm: hey all
whats up every one? notta lotta here. sry i havent been on lately. just havent gotten around to it. so, im alive. and confused but im not gonna go into that. i got to spend the whole weekend last weekend w/ my favorite sister (mostly cuz shes my only) who still owes me my money! thats right! i didnt forget! so yeah. im alive. and i promiced i would say somthing so here. i talked to the most aggrivating person in the world yesterday. i cant stand Doug! o my goodness. ok. then end. told you i would say something! jerk!
love ya all~*bailey*~

Current Mood: confused

February 16th, 2005

05:31 pm: yeah
hidee-ho neighbor.(sp) shut up. i cant spell. i know. im still sleepy. had a blast at camp though! so much fun! loved it! but sadly doug wasnt there! oh well. i miss him. im so lame. i do though. *sad face* oh well. now im leaving you. bye bye

Current Mood: blah

January 21st, 2005

10:02 pm: what the hey?!?!
ok. dont freak ot rich (or n e one else who reads this). i drempt i went to turnabout w/ rich. also, andy was there and my imaginations mr/ mulder.(sp.?) why? i havent the foggiest idea. it kinda freaked me out. dreaming about going to a dance w/ ur sisters 20 year old boy friend is odd....a little....bit more than alot! yeah. oh well. sick

Current Mood: pensive

January 12th, 2005

05:27 pm: yeah
DHsusan
Congratulations! You are Susan Mayer, the divorcee
and single mom who will go to extraordinary
lengths for love.


Which Desperate Housewife are you?
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05:17 pm: quizzee
Aphrodite
Aphrodite/Eros


?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ??
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January 11th, 2005

05:33 pm: yeah.
so....i was just told by a rather reliable sourse that this guy i know (who is gay) said that if he had to be with a girl, it would be me. so i talked to him today and he just laughed. im so confused. he likes men. not girls. what? but its opk. i love him tho so its ok. but my friend lea likes him. (she knows) so if i tell her, shell be super pissed. i kinda wanna though. is that bad of me? meh. do i care? not really. well. im tired. later. bay

Current Mood: flirty

December 31st, 2004

11:48 pm: camp
hey guys. i just got back from camp. once again it was amazing! it was a bit smaller though. i missed some people. but it went really well! im so tired! happy new year. im goin to bed! baliey

Current Mood: exanimate
Current Music: godspell

December 8th, 2004

09:56 am: menh
hey there. im realy tired. yeah. thats it. bye

Current Mood: complacent

December 7th, 2004

10:42 am: good
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10:34 am: arggh!
sorry i changed the backround lea but it was making me dizzy. lol. ne way. i have a choir concert which means that im not having cell groups. i dont know if im upset about that or not b/c latly cell groups has really been stressing me out. (sandy, dont read the rest of this) im the only cell leader now and its realy hard. you guys have no idea. its super difficult b/c you have no one else to go off of and no one who knows whats going on. some people know some of it. but there are so many things. i feel like im letting every one down when it comes to cell. relly... in general i feel like im leting alot of people down lately. but loads of people are telling me their problems, which i good. i want that. but then there are 3 who have told me recently that they want to/ have tried to kill themselves. i dont think i can talk to any one else baout it b/c then they wont talk to me any more and im the only person that they are talking to.

also, my brother and i are having issues. ussualy, we have like one day and then we're good. its been 6 weeks i think and it just keeps getting worse. thousands of people are laying things on me walking away and it really frustrating me. im not sleeping at all b/c i go to be thinking about all the things i have to do the next day. then when i finally do fall asleep, its not a good sleep and i wake up every 20 minutes. so im really stressed out and over tired. i dont deal well with things like this. i get my self really sick when stuff like this happens. so im also getting sick (which i cant do b/c butt loads of things are going on that i have to do) and i think im going to pass out. im not evenm kidding. ok... im done.
yeah. ok. bailey. go me.

Current Mood: irritated

December 6th, 2004

10:26 am: quiz
You Are a Prophet Soul


You are a gentle soul, with good intentions toward everyone.
Selfless and kind, you have great faith in people.
Sometimes this faith can lead to disappoinment in the long run.
No matter what, you deal with everything in a calm and balanced way.

You are a good interpreter, very sensitive, intuitive, caring, and gentle.
Concerned about the world, you are good at predicting people's feelings.
A seeker of wisdom, you are a life long learner looking for purpose and meaning.
You are a great thinker and communicator, but not necessarily a doer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Bright Star Soul and Dreaming Soul

09:57 am: hey hey hey
whats shakin loves~
well....im really tired. i think im going to pass out. but thats ok. because i had a pretty good weekend with my mumzee. yeah for mother-daughter bonding time. lol. i think meg is coming home next weekend. im excited. it means my wordrobe just about doubles. yeah. no. im kidding. i love her to.....no....really....i do. i had a realy weird dream w/ her in it last night. it was odd. im going to go to sleep now. nighty night. bailey

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: somthing scary...suposedly christmas

December 3rd, 2004

12:38 pm: me
well....another day down. yesterday i stayed home b/c i was really dizzy and kept falling down the stairs and into the christmas tree and my bed. (its not a small bed.) and i didnt eat much b/c i was really nausiouse. sorry bout the spelling. any way. i still kinda am but mom made me go to school. its better than yesterday. but its still pretty bad. oh well. ill get over it. i got some good news this wednesday. thank you megan! it made my day. tha and mom and i laughing at the service. 4 guys sang we 3 kings and mom leaned over and sadi "3 kings and waht? a sevent boy?" it was so funny. the whole thing. oh well. i love ya all. bailey

Current Mood: chipper

November 29th, 2004

10:25 am: ANOTHER! BUT THEIR FUNNY
What Are You Most Likely to Utter During Sex
by UMAJohnnie
Name
Sexuality
Age
Most Likely to Say"It's not that it was bad..."
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10:21 am: i know. another
Your Superhero Persona
by couplandesque
Your Name
Superhero NameThe Scotsman
Super PowerIncredible Stamina
EnemyThe Cheating Boyfriend
Mode Of TransportationCity Bus
WeaponBeer Bottle
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10:19 am: my band
Which Band Should You Be In?
by couplandesque
Your Name
Band NameWeezer
RoleDrummer
TrademarkMental Problems
Love InterestVocalist From Another Band
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10:04 am: ok then
Would anyone want to bang you? by phobia
Name:
Favorite Food:
Wants to Bang you:
This many times:34
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